This Is Me: Words & Pictures

Drafts & Other Things

Odd Isn't Always Bad

"Being Called Weird Is Like Being Called 'Limited Edition', Meaning You're something People Don't See That Often"

My mum always tells me, everyday and night, the same thing over and over again. But I still think she says that because she knows what I have been through, my father died about a month ago, bullying at my school and other bad things that happen to me are just minute, compared to this.

"Kally, I know it's been hard for you, since, well you know, about your father and things, but I promi-"

"No mum! you don't know what's it like to be me"

I threw my fork on my plate and it made a 'clink' noise, mum gasped at my behavior and looked away from me. About after a minuet of uncomfortable silence, I stood up, grabbed my phone off the table and ran out the door, not even looking back at my mother. Tears were falling down my face now, making my face all wet and sticky, I rubbed the tears with the back of my hands and looked for a bus stop. Just as I thought nothing could get worse, it did, rain started pouring down and the cold winter wind blew on my face, making the tears fly away, I decided to go in a nearby restaurant and get myself some soup, you would've thought that I would be those dramatic kind of lady who would just stand there in the pouring rain and cry all day, but no, I take care of myself, even in times that are depressing, and you think it doesn't matter if you get sick, but this is just one of my life problems, no more than that.

When I found a place to eat some soup, and thought of a way to say sorry to my poor mother, a thought popped into my head, a wish, as I watched the raindrops fall down the windows "I wish I was a raindrop, I wouldn't mind falling, as long as I have someone by my side" I just wish all my wishes came true...

That is all I've got, just a draft

Just A page Of My Diary

Dear Diary,

Do you ever feel like your not wanted? I do, Do you ever feel like you just don't belong? I do.

I, am quite unpredictable, one moment I was happy, the other MAD. Like this morning, at interval, I was like the most happiest girl ever, playing and joking around, but after that, unhappy and sad...